December 2010
35 posts
This will be my last post for this year.
So That’s a wrap for 2010 on Tumblr. I will have been on here for a year in a few days. Time does fly. This year was not that bad I guess. Managing to avoid mental hospitalizations and car accidents are always a plus. I guess the biggest thing that I hated about this year was the move and the academics at school. Things don’t seemed finished. Things feel like they are hanging in the...
Maturity sneaks up on you in weird ways...
So alot of you tumblr followers are younger than me. And some of you seem to be extremely mature for your age! Especially the ones who run the Nirvana tumblrs; but then there is a few of you of which i could say are a bit questionable to say the least. With some of the things you post. Now don’t get me wrong, if i wanted to say i hated you, or if i did i would unfollow, but really this is a...
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I made the decision tonight
To try and begin crossing over to become a Christian…this is going to be bumpy I’m sure…
Washed up, I am
Maybe the years of abuse have finally caught up
Maybe I am as stupid as I think I am
Maybe I’m ugly
Maybe I’m not special
Maybe I had a good run
Maybe I don’t have the patience for god
Maybe I’ll burn in hell
Maybe I’ll die someday
Maybe I’ll turn against all my friends
Maybe I really am just not good enough.
Why I hate being single in...
Person: “So, who you gonna kiss under the mistletoe?” Me: “Oh, actually, I’m single so…yeah.”
Person: “So, who you gonna kiss at midnight on New Year’s?” Me: “Yeah, I’m uh, still single so…”
Person: “So, who’s gonna be your Valentine?” Me: ”I’M FUCKING SINGLE! GET IT INTO YOUR FUCKING HEAD! I’M GOING TO GROW OLD ALONE EXCEPT FOR MY PLETHORA OF CATS!”
You know what
I know that I can not handle this. unless there is some miracle in the work, it seems like I’m not going to pass anything this semster. I’m tired of the setbacks, i’m tired of the lies, I’m tired of life. leave me to rot here please, leave me to rot.
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Nevermind the bleach in utero. Just cleaning the...
Floyd The Barber Smells Like Teen Spirit Down In The Dark. Even In His Youth, Mr. Moustache Blew Molly’s Lips.Stay Away On A Plain If You Must Milk It. Spank Thru the Dumb Love Buzz About A Girl. Serve The Servants Mexican Seafood Turnaround and Come As You Are. Rape Me and Breed. Gallons Of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through The Strip. A Lake Of Fire is started. Oh, Me. Where Did You Sleep Last...
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Countryside
When I woke up that morning I woke up dead
And I saw them crying at the foot of the bed
All around me was a gruesome sight to see
Needles, shards and blood, all over me
I woke up from my slumber with little pain
And I walked around the room as they held my name in vain
And then I realized how beautiful the scape was outside
So I left down the road with eternal stride.
I see a pattern here.
Between people and I. We talk consistently, you get busy, I try to talk, you’re not there, I get mad, we don’t talk until something happens or I just get to the point where I can’t take it anymore. Well you see sir, I’ve identified this pattern, and you see sir, i will not play your game anymore.
good day sir.
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It's 11:20 pm and
I feel like deathly death. Please tell me how I’m going to know a semester’s worth of evolutionary biology by Monday at 3pm? I woke up early before work today to go do a bible study with Rae, then U went to work. I left early to go home and study. As I was studying my parents decided to be stupid, and now I’m in Capen and just inches away from falling asleep. I need to go home...
All i want to do is study
but i couldn’t get in the right mindset, and now that I am, my mom and her boyfriend are having a screaming match..i really wish i had reliable Internet in my apartment >.< Excuse me while I rehash old feelings of anger.
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The guy that i liked(obsessively liked) all...
To a man…
Maybe I wasn’t so ugly after all …
Sometimes..
I wish people would tell me when things happen…sooner…
When I was in the 7th grade..
There was a club at my middle school called the Latin Dance Club. It wasn’t really latin, just hip hop mainly. i can’t remember what the audition song was, but basically we had about two days to learn a routine. Now at this school i was made fun of for being overweight. So pretty much everywhere I went I had to overcome adversity, especially because all peers, boys and girls alike,...
Distill the life that's inside of me
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The Insomnia comes around every night around two. I’ll lay awake, put my hand up over my head and feel the satin. I’ll look over to the window. The darkest of metal blinds and fabric could not stop the neighbor’s light from creeping in. It’s three. By this time I’ve risen out of bed. I’ll walk through my cold and empty apartment and check the thermostat. 65....
All I ever wanted
Was to run away, so far away, and not look back until the day I died.
The only reason Glee is so popular and "great" is...
Salsa
I think the fact that you asked for permission to touch my side while we “salsa-ed” is just cute..
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It will snow..for three days
I would hope this would not be the winter of my discontent. My hands. Dead. have you ever felt the cold kill your hands.? Freeze your blood? have you ever felt the pain? How could you kill your hands? You need those to live.
