January 2011
27 posts
“You are constantly told in depression that your judgment is compromised, but a...”
– Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression (via psychotherapy)
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Apparently
Apparently I’m beautiful
And kinda dumb
I think too much
And not even any fun
Apparently I’m selfish
Too stupid to make the grade
And have a personality
That’ll make your love for me fade
Apparently I’m meant to be alone
In this apartment and in my heart
I couldn’t tell you about all the pain
No, I couldn’t even start
You'll never know of the truth of which I tried to...
she packed up her bags and she’s heading out...
I'm afraid to look at my dash in capen
Because I don’t want some wandering eye to look over and see a combination of suicide girl ads, weed and cats. Just saying. So anyway. These past few weeks have not been desirable. Things are kinda ok now I guess. A lot of family things have been going on, I still don’t have a car, I finally got to register for my classes, I just need to meet with a very gracious soul today. I did an...
I've been wanting to post for a long time. Maybe...
Also from fys
Time started: 2:39 am
Sex: female
Birthday: may 18th
Siblings: 2 sisters, 1 has four legs, 3 brothers, 1 is in heaven.
Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 11
Height: 5’8
What are you wearing: clothes
Where do you live: new York
Righty or lefty: right
Can you make a dollar in change right now: yes
Who are your closest friends: they know
Best place for a date? I always like a big mall or...
Stolen from fuckyeahsurveys
I can’t get to sleep without:
Music or soundspa
If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be:
Sleeping pills, I pod touch, cell phone and car keys to a working car.
I have an irrational fear of:
I only have one fear, of losing the ones I love.
At my grandparents house I usually eat: nothing. My grandparents say that I’m fat so they starve me.
When I was born I...
I've had enough.
I appreciate everything you did…or tried to do. But this is how I want it to be. So forgive me or forget me or forever hold your peace.
Grace Period
There’s always a grace period. It’s not really filled with grace. It’s filled with that unknown sense we get when we know something is off. We get upset stomachs, maybe some insomnia. Things that usually don’t mean much to us stand out and get our attention. This feeling of discomfort will be the last feeling you feel before you find out what happened.
Wishes
Some people wish for love. Some people wish for fame and/or fortune. Some wish for happiness and some for death. Some people, well some people don’t understand how good they have it. I wish I didn’t have a broken car in my driveway, I wish a family friend didn’t commit suicide, I wish I didn’t just spend my entire paycheck on tests In which the mechanics were going to tell me I needed to spend...
I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING ANYTHING BECAUSE EVERY...
Reblog if you had to learn Tumblr by yourself....
It had trouble written all over it.
Thirty dollars worth of itunes credit for Christmas, means I randomly will listen to everything itunes has to offer. Nirvana was first. I finally came across a piano album version of them. Pennyroyal Tea is brilliant. Not for my mind though. For my mind, it has launched me back into a longing for old things and situations. i was feeling like this already today but I managed to push it down a bit,...
I remember 2010 like it was yesterday.
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Tonight was fun
I never thought I’d have so much fun…at a church…on new year’s eve…and not wasted. It feels good. Now I could help myself to the alcohols in the kitchen..but my body hurts enough. This year is weird already…like with my emotions. Usually I’m so happy that it’s a new year because i feel like it’s a clean slate…i don’t feel like I...
